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Melancholy [EP]

by loliryona

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Plagued 04:08
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the black void left in my dead heart endlessly eating at my self taken from me, wounded internally my mental fog, this endless block battling with voices that live inside my head constant fucking nightmares i wish that i was dead torn apart from the inside of my broken head memories of darkness, feelings of dread plagued by visions of the dark void cancer existence eating away at me no where to run, trapped in my mind i wish i could end my fucking life i wish i could end my fucking life insidious visions, the end of new beginnings delusions and illusions of my tormented seclusion cutting away at myself trying to reach conclusion only to be stuck in an endless cycle of confusion as i lie and bleed, maggots crawl all over me my mind is raped slowly, violently watch my self suffer, these mangled words i mutter damn those who betrayed me, you will all bleedf
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Born Dead 03:43
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Voyager of contemplation Eating my imagination Lost with the stars Covered in scars Fear driven by phobia Stuck beside endless trauma At the dark foggy sky I sit and wonder why Why do i deserve this? What the fucks the purpose? Eating away at me Get the fuck away from me Stuck inside an endless loop The pain you have put me through Turning me darker These thoughts that I harbour Just when well I see Happiness was not meant for me I was born with noose already around my head Destined to die, born to be dead Destined to die, born to be dead Stuck inside my fucking head Destined to be dead Just when well I see Happiness was not meant for me I was born with noose already around my head Destined to die, born to be dead the pain you put me through how fucking could of you i trusted you so much it hurt but then you turned and treated me like dirt the pain you put me through how fucking could of you i trusted you so much it hurt but then you turned and treated me like dirt
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Alone 03:19
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Voices make there home inside my head Lurking, Screaming Burrowing inside my head Scratching, Clawing These voices spit the words that you used to say Those cruel manipulations, ruining the day Forever loom in my head, old memories brought undead Torment kills me inside, these decrepid thoughts of mine I wish they just would leave me alone I wish i just could be left alone Theres no forgiving what you did to me I'll burn you to the ground and then you'll see I wish you could feel the pain you put me through All your souless hatred, how fucking could of you Theres no forgiving what you did to me I'll burn you to the ground and then you'll see Theres no more chances For me to fix this life i was dealt Live in eternal sadness I wish i was chewed up and spit out a new person But this is what I was born to suffer Designed by god from a nefarious altar I cannot change the card that i was dealt This fucking life, is nothing but hell You put me down to suffer Nothing feels the same Worthless existance But im the to blame
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Schizophrenia 04:22
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Why can't I escape your voice it sits just behind the shadows Constantly breathing down my neck Telling me all the things that i regret Consuming memories and turning them to black Its almost like my mind has been hacked Having to bare this weight on my back Pulling me down, my life attacked I just want to live on peacefully But you just went and had to do that to me But now i can see all the good in this Push those memories into the abyss Every time you see me you break down and cry Thats what you get, because its you i despise you fucking disgrace me you fucking betrayed me Constantly breathing down my neck Telling me all the things that i regret Consuming memories and turning them to black Its almost like my mind has been hacked how could you just leave me here to die i dont know what ive done to deserve this its like you dont even see me as a fucking person your just a hollow husk, that treated me like dust I just wish you would, keel over and die. You're stuck in your bubble, your fucking mental high. its not fair, what you've done to me. you broke me down, raped me mentally i did nothing to deserve this you treat me like i dont even have a purpose

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2019 was shit, here are some poorly made songs about it.

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released July 13, 2020

Logo by Jessica Knight
Background art is "Unnamed" by Zdzisław Beksiński
All music and instruments by me.

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loli_ryona VIC, Australia

I am going to start releasing my new stuff on spotify as well under the new band name Negative Serotonin, once I have got artwork etc done i will rebrand here too.

*song titles and band name DOES NOT represent me as a person*

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