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Plagued

by loli_ryona

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I'm constantly arguing with three different people in my head and it's getting hard to deal with. I'm nothing special but I'm trying my hardest, please try and see the good in me. I just want it so bad, but I know it's wrong but I need to have it, I'm dying, been torn apart from the inside, I just want to be happy but nothing ever comes of it, I'm still plagued by memories of the void, the cancer of existence is eating away at me, I have no were to run, I'm trapped in my mind, they bleed, I bleed, I wish for the death, I wish I could get what I wanted, I want to feel loved, I can't do with this loneliness much longer, I want to see them in pain, I want to hear them scream my name as I butcher and cull all the worthless maggots that pushed me under the dirt, I want to see her wail in agony as I seek my revenge, I want to her to see my face as violently rape what little life is left in her, burn in the fire of hell, my twisted desire, my life strangled by barbed fucking wire. This is the end, I've lost my mind, my head is fucked until the end of time, I'm bound to suffer, these mangled words to myself I mutter.

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the black void left in my dead heart
endlessly eating at my self
taken from me, wounded internally
my mental fog, this endless block

battling with voices that live inside my head
constant fucking nightmares i wish that i was dead
torn apart from the inside of my broken head
memories of darkness, feelings of dread

plagued by visions of the dark void
cancer existence eating away at me
no where to run, trapped in my mind
i wish i could end my fucking life

i wish i could end my fucking life

insidious visions, the end of new beginnings
delusions and illusions of my tormented seclusion
cutting away at myself trying to reach conclusion
only to be stuck in an endless cycle of confusion

as i lie and bleed, maggots crawl all over me
my mind is raped slowly, violently
watch my self suffer, these mangled words i mutter
damn those who betrayed me, you will all bleed

credits

released December 2, 2019
Logo by Jessica Knight
Background art is "Unnamed" by Zdzisław Beksiński
All instruments and vocals programmed and written by me

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loli_ryona VIC, Australia

I am going to start releasing my new stuff on spotify as well under the new band name Negative Serotonin, once I have got artwork etc done i will rebrand here too.

*song titles and band name DOES NOT represent me as a person*

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